RIP

Richard Jewell
What do you call a man who saves dozens of innocent people from exploding? If you’re an FBI agent, the prime suspect. Richard Jewell, a security guard at the 1996 Atlanta Olympics, spotted a suspicious bag and cleared the area, limiting deaths from the bomb to one. The FBI rewarded him by leaking that he was a suspect, subjecting him to 88 days of worldwide humiliation (they even revealed he lived with his mom). That’ll teach him to be heroic.

It's Me?

I used to have dark cycles and long bangs to cover my big head. Mom used to take me for ice cream after my "freak outs".

I was sober all weekend?(see asian man pic)

The big move out is off because I am unemployed and that is a HUD regulation no no. Because I have lived here for the last ten years the building manager not going to kick me out for a dirty studio apartment. About seven years ago this guy had like eighty bikes stacked on their sides in his studio and he was sleeping in the bathroom. I guess I got bored with being sober and took a "free herbal energy booster" horse pill that came with my vitamin pack. For the next four hours I lay in the fetal position wonder if my heart was going to explode.

Being Single Isn't So Bad...

MOSCOW (Reuters) - A woman set fire to her ex-husband's penis as he sat naked watching television and drinking vodka, Moscow police said Wednesday.

Asked if the man would make a full recovery, a police spokeswoman said it was "difficult to predict."

The attack climaxed three years of acrimonious enforced co-habitation. The couple divorced three years ago but continued to share a small flat, something common in Russia where property costs are very high.

"It was monstrously painful," the wounded ex-husband told Tvoi Den newspaper. "I was burning like a torch. I don't know what I did to deserve this."

I have not spoken to anyone from my family in something like 6 weeks. I have only said more then a couple of words to one person my building manager. Exchanging messages with folks on the internet has been filling the hole were most people have a life I guess. Maybe if I set my penis on fire I will want to talk to somebody? " Fire down below!" "I have this burning sensation!" "Pardon me sir do you smell something burning?"

I accidently scared my manager into giving me a new studio

Opalina

I want to try it!

I know this guy!

Johnny Eschweiler stood quietly during his first court appearance.

Police say the 46-year-old intentionally rammed his SUV into a bicyclist during a case of road rage.

According to investigators, Eschweiler got into an argument with 25-year-old bicyclist Ben Ramsdell last Friday in Southeast Portland.

They said Ramsdell kicked Eschweiler's SUV. Eschweiler then followed Ramsdell around a corner and hit him with the vehicle.

It's always the quiet one's... He was a carpet cleaner with Ateiyah Brothers when I used know him. It's a measure 11 offense so he is fucked. I need to check myself before I wreck myself yo! Word!

Did I kill Googie?

Googie and I traded blog messages Saturday and one of the last said she might have taken a overdose of her RX.

I had a dream Sunday night about being in special ed class 7th grade. I was playing a reading game/board game with a kid with multi. handicaps. This poor kid was in a wheelchair with air tanks. Well I felt bad for him and I let him win the game. He got to excited and started to have a seizure. I left him to get help from a teacher. Next thing I know I am back in general population and out of special education. There was a special assemble with a side show about this handicapped kid. I spent the next 3 years in shock/shame/traumatized state. I could have used some therapy then! These goddamn memory dreams lately! My subconscious mind is fucking with me in my sleep?

Why dream and feel such ass pain?

What does it mean? It 's all I can think about. I stopped the heavy drinking then I have a dream that when I wake up I am in amazing cramping ass pain. Did I in my dream state relive to horrible childhood abuse? My subconcious mind awaken from all that boozing to bring this painful memory to light?

I need a drink!

That was a nightmare!

My ass hurt when I woke up!

RIP

New Order and Joy Division's Stephen Morris has paid tribute to Tony Wilson who died tonight (August 10).

The drummer's bands were both signed by the legend's Factory Records and he in turn became an important guiding force on their career.

"There would be no Joy Division or New Order without Tony," Morris told Newsnight. "He really believed in us and he was smart enough to start a label and put our records out."

He added: "He was so enthusiastic, he was always 'we'll just go ahead an do it and figure out why we did it afterwards. It was his sense of enthusiasm that was so important. You could have an argument with Tony and walk out hating him and the next time you saw him it was all forgotten. You just love him."

From signing the likes of Joy Division, New Order and Happy Mondays, to being a general support of exciting an innovative music, Wilson established himself as a true indie hero.

Uk Gays Love Dr Who?

I really enjoyed watching the UK Queer As Folk yesterday. Good acting and story telling- gay Masterpiece Theatre. All the Dr. Who stuff was really funny.

360 turn!

I also rented Hard Candy and now after I had nightmare just a couple hours ago about being abused I am watching. She is cutting off his little man- yeah! I wish I could write like I had a fucking brain. Giant fucking head but small stupid brain. Let me add some pics to my blog cause I can't write worth shit. Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!

A Little Mania Madness?

Sorry to all for the ass scum messages on your blogs... I went out last night and I felt so disconnected from myself but hyped up at the same time. I spent more than a hour in the video store then I rent the gayest movies? The Uk version of Queer as folk? lol I was sober!

The crazy night continued with vivid dreams of being at a charity event with the Beatles and Stones trying to convince old people to donate money to something?

Kfed is the adult responsible parent? The world has gone insane! Ha! Ha!

What did you say about my Momma?

You talking to me?

I just spoke to another human being for the first time in 2 1/2 weeks. I think I scared her because I have not shaved in weeks so she gave me back my $50.00 late charge check .

Apparently I answered a myspace message last night and a asian "model" from my friends list is sending my a post card? These things happen when you get drunk and myspace.

God you guys!

I was all set to end my miserable life and you have to write these amazing powerful emotional blogs that touch my heart . You do this all the time- snapping out of a suicidal fixation with these amazing personal blogs. Thank you for sharing what you are going through.

Prince is my Brother?

My Brother even has the same hairstyle.
Bro is a bigger dick head!

Crazy Movie Double Feature II

"YOU'RE GONNA MISS ME-a film about Roky Erickson"


"The Devil and Daniel Johnston"